WISH YOU UNHAPPY

I’m so sorry everything is over

There’s something I gotta say before I let you go

When you have a fight with her

Sometimes you feel sad and blue

You give me a sense of hope

Though my heart secretly still aches  for you

But when you smile at me, all my pain goes away

I tried my best to not let you know my feelings inside

I was afraid that we would drift apart and so I hide

Holding my breath and biting my lips, how I wish

If you’d  just leave her and come to me

How I pray every single night

That this day will never appear before my eyes

It’s not me next to you

You never knew how I felt

And I hated you for that

I wished you would look just a bit sad in front of me

I talk to you as if you’re here though I’m alone

Maybe I’ve known all along this would happen in the end

I close my eyes yet I can’t let go of this dream

If you’d  just leave her and come to me

Though you can never be mine

I will try to forget you

Please don’t give any thought to how hurt I might’ve looked

Though it’ll be hard for me, I know I need to erase you from my heart

I know for the longest time, I’ve been a fool

I was living in my illusions

When he sees me even now

He still smiles, not knowing how I’ve felt all along